Sunday, February 4, 2007

Vapors big time

I am not sure if the cold weather is to blame or what, but i have a major case of the blahhs the last few days.
Almost every praise song in church today was more like a tear fest for me.All during church I could not focus on the message.
This time of year is often rough on me with depression but I always force myself to go on.
I dread the idea of going to work tomorrow and would much prefer to lay in bed and shut out the world.
I try very hard to put on a good front and act happy and cheerful when I truely am just wanting to shut out the world.I think most anything good or bad could give me the vapors. (Like reading about how sick Chloe was yesterday).
Maybe some of it is work related, some I also know is just winter blahhs like other times I know I will get through this too.
It seems almost anything I think of the last few days gets me all misty eyed.
If I were a women I guess I would blame it on (THE CHANGE IN LIFE)!!! But I know it is not that.
Anyway thanks for listening and letting me share my feeling.
Sorry I had promised a happy post, I'll try to do better next time.
For Steffie and Emmie, even though we've never met you have been a great encouragement to me. Becky you know you always make me laughand you and Joe are the greatest.
Until the next post lets all think happy thoughts, at least I need to.
God Bless you all.
And Sue your song you mentioned in my post sure did touch my heart, thanks.


Beckyb said...

Maybe we just need to play "Jerk", huh?!?! I'll do it for you - even though you know it's not my gift!!!

Steffie B. said...

It is very hard to have a good attitude this time of year. We are "summer" people, so there I days I feel down as well. You are just coming off a "loss" so it is not uncommon to feel this way. Don't worry, happy days are right around the corner! :)